A thought

I don't know why people spending too much money in their marriage.We also spending enough for this marriage.But i will give food for orphan children.I can't forget them.When ever i saw the orphans i hate god.he is blind or deaf i am sure.may be he was dead.ha ha ha......may be i am mad?.I am not a true believer.when ever i prayed i have a doubt to whom should i pray,Hindu god,Muslim god or Christian god.I studied in Christian school and college.Most of my friends are Hindu's.i didn't found any difference between me and them.Still i didn't get any answer for my questions.I am searching for that."I love you when you bow in your mosque, kneel in your temple, pray in your church. For you and I are sons of one religion, and it is the spirit".
i believe in Khalil Gibran's this philosophy.

I feel pity on that person who pretend that he living for others like parents,sisters.If you can't live for your self how you can live for others ?.If you are not happy how you can make others happy?.They will wear a mask and cheat them self and other also.

What is happy ?.Money,power,beauty,love......etc can make people happy?.I don't know.I can't make any one happy because i don't know what it is.If you laugh for a while that means you are happy?.If your boss appreciate for your work that make you happy ?.Next moment he will forget this for a small mistake he will kick your ass.Even you can't make your parents happy.In this world no one is happy and no one can be.People ask me why your not happy? why you are not laughing ?.No answer......

There was a king who want to be happy always.But he can't.He call his ministers and others and asked them that he want to be happy always.Among them a wise man told the king that if you wear the shirt of a happy man you can be happy always.He send his people all over the country.They searched all over the kingdom at last they found a person who was laughing and singing.They took him to the king.King also believed that he is the happiest person.But there was problem he don't have the shirt.
ha ha ha......happy.......

Every one have 2-3 masks.Depends on the situation they will wear that.Most common masks are I know everything,I am the great ,it is called Egoistic mask.Girls have innocent type of mask and tears mask.They will do all things and they wear innocent mask.Tears mask is the most useful thing .Lots of masks different shape,different colors.I am trying to destroy my masks.I burnt some of them but still remains.I want to burn that also.One day with out any mask i want to live......just one day........may be that day i know what is happy and i l will laugh loudly......

Feb 09